1 00:00:07,340 --> 00:00:08,410 What do you want to know? 2 00:00:09,740 --> 00:00:12,030 Starts with your name and where you're from. 3 00:00:14,630 --> 00:00:16,340 My name is Samora Sinclair. 4 00:00:16,860 --> 00:00:19,990 I was born and raised in Matthews, in North Carolina. 5 00:00:21,760 --> 00:00:23,030 Where were you going? 6 00:00:26,050 --> 00:00:29,450 46 days ago was on his way to Tucson, Arizona. 7 00:00:31,020 --> 00:00:32,230 What happened? 8 00:00:33,010 --> 00:00:34,270 My sister died. 9 00:00:36,300 --> 00:00:41,140 1, 2, 3, 4, 5. 10 00:00:41,340 --> 00:00:45,500 - Sorry, what are you doing? - Counting my pennies. 11 00:00:47,750 --> 00:00:48,930 - How many? 12 00:00:50,570 --> 00:00:54,490 There are always five. Always unique. 13 00:00:57,320 --> 00:00:58,770 What happens if they aren't? 14 00:01:05,830 --> 00:01:08,610 I'm not crazy. 15 00:01:11,600 --> 00:01:13,780 Each person deals in their own way. 16 00:01:17,390 --> 00:01:20,160 I was diagnosed with OCD when I was 11 years old. 17 00:01:20,360 --> 00:01:22,850 I took Clomipramine, Amitriptyline and Tramadol 18 00:01:23,900 --> 00:01:26,300 Cognitive behavior therapy, twice a week. 19 00:01:27,530 --> 00:01:28,840 I learned to control it. 20 00:01:30,090 --> 00:01:33,670 I had a job, a boyfriend. 21 00:01:34,570 --> 00:01:36,910 She was a fully functioning adult. 22 00:01:39,410 --> 00:01:43,830 And then, when everything got worse, I also got worse. 23 00:01:45,280 --> 00:01:48,610 I started pulling out my hair, 24 00:01:49,220 --> 00:01:50,000 again, 25 00:01:50,200 --> 00:01:53,770 and I started counting again. 26 00:01:56,590 --> 00:01:57,620 Counting what? 27 00:01:58,910 --> 00:01:59,920 Everything. 28 00:02:01,640 --> 00:02:07,160 Today, I took 18903 steps. His coat has 6 buttons. 29 00:02:07,660 --> 00:02:13,230 Mine also has 6. I've had it for 553 days. 30 00:02:16,110 --> 00:02:17,760 It's a nice coat. 31 00:02:20,570 --> 00:02:24,630 Thank you. I always button it from below. 32 00:02:24,930 --> 00:02:26,210 It's safer. 33 00:02:28,040 --> 00:02:30,890 I know what this feels like, but it's true. 34 00:02:35,500 --> 00:02:37,080 How did your sister die? 35 00:02:38,850 --> 00:02:40,600 I didn't have my pennies. 36 00:02:41,200 --> 00:02:43,300 There were only four and there had to be five. 37 00:02:43,500 --> 00:02:45,400 We were locked in an office building. 38 00:02:46,500 --> 00:02:50,360 And the dead were pushing the entrance door. 39 00:02:52,880 --> 00:02:55,210 Our group wanted to escape through the back, but... 40 00:02:56,820 --> 00:02:58,140 I can't do this. 41 00:02:59,480 --> 00:03:00,360 Why? 42 00:03:01,780 --> 00:03:03,230 I just can't. 43 00:03:04,260 --> 00:03:06,330 I have to go down the stairs and go up 44 00:03:06,430 --> 00:03:08,980 and I have to go through the corridor where I entered. 45 00:03:09,180 --> 00:03:10,950 Crystal was bitten on the shoulder. 46 00:03:12,680 --> 00:03:16,140 1, 2, 3, 4, 5. 47 00:03:16,340 --> 00:03:19,970 1, 2, 3, 4, 5. 48 00:03:24,670 --> 00:03:29,040 The 59th person I killed It was my little sister. 49 00:03:32,180 --> 00:03:33,600 And it was my fault. 50 00:03:36,140 --> 00:03:37,840 What did you do after that? 51 00:03:40,730 --> 00:03:46,280 I started counting, the trees, the dead, everything. 52 00:03:47,100 --> 00:03:48,760 I couldn't take anything else. 53 00:03:51,390 --> 00:03:53,960 He had a pistol and four bullets. 54 00:03:54,860 --> 00:03:56,500 More than enough to... 55 00:03:58,060 --> 00:03:58,950 you know. 56 00:04:01,410 --> 00:04:03,180 I was just so tired. 57 00:04:06,840 --> 00:04:08,770 Crystal loved sunsets. 58 00:04:10,390 --> 00:04:13,700 So I climbed to the highest point facing west as far as I could find. 59 00:04:16,860 --> 00:04:18,140 It was beautiful. 60 00:04:21,800 --> 00:04:24,490 It looked like Crystal was on the other side. 61 00:04:28,180 --> 00:04:30,350 Everything you had to do was to pull the trigger. 62 00:04:33,000 --> 00:04:34,190 What happened? 63 00:04:39,300 --> 00:04:40,480 I heard. 64 00:04:42,810 --> 00:04:44,830 The loudest sound I've ever heard, and... 65 00:04:46,650 --> 00:04:48,000 I don't know for how long. 66 00:04:50,600 --> 00:04:51,920 And then I saw him... 67 00:04:54,010 --> 00:04:56,670 That... Flying over the mountain... 68 00:04:56,870 --> 00:05:00,550 This little square bus with wings and propellers, 69 00:05:00,750 --> 00:05:02,430 flying through the sky. 70 00:05:04,800 --> 00:05:06,680 It was you and your friends. 71 00:05:09,820 --> 00:05:11,570 When I saw that plane, I... 72 00:05:13,570 --> 00:05:15,650 For the first time, since it all started... 73 00:05:16,780 --> 00:05:18,030 I stopped counting. 74 00:05:20,630 --> 00:05:23,140 It was just a plane. 75 00:05:24,040 --> 00:05:26,460 An airplane flying over the skies. 76 00:05:27,260 --> 00:05:30,350 And being able to see something so... 77 00:05:31,130 --> 00:05:34,420 big and mechanical, something... 78 00:05:35,840 --> 00:05:37,530 made by man, I... 79 00:05:38,100 --> 00:05:39,110 I don't know how to explain, 80 00:05:40,900 --> 00:05:42,530 I stopped being afraid. 81 00:05:45,640 --> 00:05:47,200 I no longer wanted to count the dead. 82 00:05:48,080 --> 00:05:50,500 Or the seconds it would take reaching the ground 83 00:05:53,320 --> 00:05:56,210 I wanted to count the steps I would have to take to find that plane. 84 00:05:58,440 --> 00:05:59,370 And? 85 00:06:01,570 --> 00:06:05,270 - How many were there? - 31703. 86 00:06:07,380 --> 00:06:09,050 Nice odd number. 87 00:06:11,490 --> 00:06:12,470 Yes. 88 00:06:18,650 --> 00:06:22,810 Since I joined your group things have been better. 89 00:06:23,310 --> 00:06:24,560 I'm controlling you. 90 00:06:24,760 --> 00:06:29,470 I still keep counting, But now I count supplies. 91 00:06:31,720 --> 00:06:36,950 We have 209 help boxes, 200 pallets of water bottles, 92 00:06:37,150 --> 00:06:40,470 and 460 protein bars of peanut butter. 93 00:06:42,980 --> 00:06:45,380 June put me on manage the groceries. 94 00:06:45,710 --> 00:06:50,350 And, it is a job for which I am uniquely qualified. 95 00:06:53,420 --> 00:06:56,990 I'm using my affliction, to help people. 96 00:07:00,200 --> 00:07:01,540 How you helped me. 97 00:07:06,520 --> 00:07:09,470 And that feels really good. 98 00:07:14,030 --> 00:07:16,340 I'm glad you found us at that moment. 99 00:07:20,090 --> 00:07:21,160 Me too.